11-27-2011 Surviving Cauac the Warrior's Way

Surviving CAUAC the Warrior's Way by Kristine_Lavender_Love
with commentary by Eldehon_Ehyahtau

 CAUAC:

"ka wak" 
From Ariel Silsbury & Michael Bryner's Mayan Oracle, Return Path to the Stars:

   

Purification, Transformation , Reunion, Light Body Activation for Ascension, Thunderbeing, Lightening Path, Initiation by Fire, Ecstasy of Freedom

Sounds great, sign me up! You say. Unfortunately she forgot to mention one key component of the experience: 

B-R-E-A-K-D-O-W-N.

Can I be a little more blunt and graphic? $#!T Breaks Down In Your Life. Yeah, yeah you say, stuff will break. However sometimes, especially for anyone on an accelerated path of awakening, stuff can REALLY break down. It is GOING to break down. Expect it. It is an indication of your progress, you are changing vibration.


Often these situations arise in conjunction with not having the means to acquire new or more whatever-it-was that broke down because money flows are very challenging. So what do you do? This is often an untenable experience, especially when it's your car or computer or some other essential piece of equipment you depend on to make your life work. Today we are talking purely about physical stuff breaking down, I'll save the other areas for another time.  Apparently I am not the only one talking about it, Navajo, one of my favorite Underworld priestesses, has this to say:  

http/mayasoma.wordpress.com/2010/05/25/the-great-purification-cauac/
 

Primal Forces and Animal Powers dwell in my house

At present I am going through yet another episode of technology breaking down. I counted last night, I've been through 6 computers in 5 years.  By now it is very amusing -- at least this time around. I realize it's a bit of a game of Russian Roulette with these flimsy things: They are very uncertain in my world. I just don't have the right environment for them. The cats ... the cat hair .... the dust and debris that blows in because I live in the country and my quaint windows don't have screens ... . the absurd dial-up internet I must use because DSL is not available easily out here, and $atellite is out of my reach, for now.

 

And this is really funny because as abilities go, tech is one of my strong points. Not to mention the fact that now I'm very involved with the cyberworld.

It wasn't always that way. I have a tech background from way back. When I was studying computer science in college, we still had those big dial-up modem things with punch cards. No Kidding! Did I just date myself or what. After 4 years of college education plus some time in the tech field in the 80's, I then turned 180 degrees in the opposite direction and got totally out of it. This was during the later 90's and early 2000's, while Pluto journeyed through Saggitarius. As the Group Mind was developing in cyberspace on the Internet , I was off in the sticks developing the shamanic mind and didn't really get too much back on it until 2008, and then only as a voyeur for a couple years. It took me a whole year to actually make comments and post more than one thing a day on FB.

 

After finally receiving a modern camera and a real digital art program, that was it. I became absolutely dangerous -- for electronic technology -- once I got rolling. Too much juice. As a high-frequency creative, I have a tendency to blow stuff out. I have a real talent for blowing out computers. These poor sensitive electromagnetic devices just can't handle primal energy. Can you believe our civilization runs on the dang things? Add to the predicament my environment, a lot of hauling around, a cup of tea splashed occasionally on the keyboard, 9 cats, plus a crash or 2 on the floor -- and they are toast in a few years. I lament it at present because my 2 yr. old laptop up and croaked unexpectedly the other night, at a most inconvenient moment, disconnecting me from a wildly comical and highly creative flow. I had just gotten going with the Pepper Spray Cop.

 

I am now in a state... Never mind losing access to pretty much my only way of communicating with the outside world, my news source, my tool for learning and creating, AND a significant source of entertainment and social networking. This is not the worst of it. I have just experienced a most dreadful moment of technologicus interruptus. I was on a total creative roll with the Pepper Spray Cop.

So here it is, breakdown in my face (again). I MUST have a modern computer. Do I have money to go out and buy one at this time? No. If my local hardware store carried them I would go down and charge one on my account there. No, I have no credit cards other than an account at the local hardware store. I'm not in that world anymore where I can just say 'Computer blew out? Oh well, buy a new one on Amazon". But I know I must have one. Why? Because it is abundantly clear that the Universe wants me to have a computer, I've got way too much going on in that realm to interpret the message as "You are done in cyberspace and now have no possibility to get back in that realm so ha ha Kristine, Door Shuts!". No, I would never draw that conclusion. This is about breakthrough, not break down, crawl back in your hole & die.  I know I've got way too much to say in these incredible times, I MUST HAVE A MODERN COMPUTER.

It is obviously an experience of human-techno electro-magnetic recalibration. My relationship to cyberspace has changed - quite a bit actually since the 11:11:11 when I let loose my first blog -- which in a way is formally stepping onto the web, Maha and all. Pluto has been in Capricorn for the last couple years and will finally stop going back and forth over my natal sun with his radical antics, like some wicked alchemical master. 'Planetoid' they have now called him, to trivialize the impact.  Yes atoms are small too, and splitting them can unleash terrible forces.  I don't mess with him.  Lord Pluto demands of one complete transfiguration; he is a true planetary agent of CAUAC, whose m.o. is  Transmute or Die.  If that's all too much high-brow astrological woo-woo to stomach then I direct  you to Barbara Hand Clow's Liquid Light of Sex, page 253, where she writes:


"Pluto drives the evolutionary force itself.  Pluto works on our deepest emotional body processes by removing old blocking patterns to make way for new energy.  By transit, Pluto brings cataclysmic change in our lives.  It is one of my favorite planets because it opens us to the actual forces of creation.  Pluto strips out our beliefs and judgements, and teaches us not to resist change.  When it is time to grow according to Pluto, people do it!  One of Pluto's favorite tools is death, since death always gets attention.  With Pluto, one way or another, limitations go, new relationships and paradigms come in, and dormant potential reveals itself."

Barbara Hand Clow, Liquid Light of Sex, Kundalini Rising at Mid-Life Crisis, Bear & Co 1996, p. 253   


You get to the point where so much S&!#T has broken down in your life that it doesn't even occur to you any more to ask the question "What am I doing wrong? Oh Lord, why are you punishing me, I'm doing my best and everything is going to hell in a hand basket!!".  Yes, your life is going to hell in a hand basket BECAUSE you are doing your best.  What!??

Yes.  You are getting ready to burst your container.  This is why Sananda said to not put new wine in old skins.  You didn't think a witch could quote the bible now, did you?

This can often be a scary place.   It is Cauac at his finest. This is the initiation of the Thunderbeing, the taking of your life by storm so that you can grow. "B-b-b-but not done with that!!" you shriek as it's torn from your life. Cauac. Allow it. Don't try to fight against it. You have to go through a death and rebirth process so that it can come around again at a higher frequency, in a higher form.  Whatever IT is.  

I quote from the Mayan Oracle deck:

"Cauac catalyzes and prepares your nervous system and circuitry for complete transformation. It is the electromagnetic storm of transmutation, the clearing and quickening of your physical, mental, emotional and etheric bodies. As you become aligned with the descending energies and evolve in consciousness, your body's vibration is raised, becoming less dense. Your new alignment ignites the quickening process that transmutes the shadows of the past.

 Whether you are experiencing these changes consciously or unconsciously, the vibrational change is adjusting your energy pattern to accomodate the flow of the language of light. These new frequencies feed you on every level of your being. As your transformation progresses, you quickly become aware of the unconscious material you still need to process. No longer can you escape the effects of your belief systems. Fears and negative images can all be felt very quickly. The transformation is experienced as if it were happening "from the inside out." Things seem to "cook" inside you. "

CAUAC. I know it well. It is not an experience that happens once and you are done. It happens over and over again as the higher energies ground in 3d. The old has to go in order for the light body and multi-dimensional abilities to come in. This is the jewel that lies in the muck of the Underworld if you are willing to endure the process.

 

Amon Ra enjoys a piece of cake for his Cauac experience...

Oh, this time around has been a death-by-chocolate piece o' cake compared to previous episodes. I've had crashes with no back-up anything. One time earlier on, it happened -- then it happened again, right away on another old clunker computer, in almost rapid fire succession, taking all my work with it both times. Old clunkers.... No, I need a modern computer. In the meantime I'm on another borrowed old clunker running Windows 98 with a reluctant mouse on dial-up internet. It craps out on FB. What to do but carry on, at least I can read news & exchange emails. And write blogs. Dehon can probably be persuaded to post them for me on FB, Twitter, Google+, "I Am Consciousness" - did I forget any??

Profile pic from Dehon's I AM CONSCIOUSNESS page on FB

Witness the miraculous alignment that can happen when energetic channels are clear. I would probably never have taken to blogging, much less broadcasting the message, if it all would not have happened so effortlessly and easily. Dehon has made it really really nice and easy for me and others to feel comfortable sharing all kinds of things -- AND he so faithfully broadcasts these messages -- every day -- across all his networks on the web. If it were up to e they would probably just sit here unannounced, so Thank You Dehon, for doing what I cannot!

Dehon: "I am also no stranger to CAUAC, just did not know the word,

thanks Kristine for introducing it to our consciousness. I found these

words below and think it is essential for us to add it here as I and I

believe many others can truly relate to it in these times.

 

The time I took the photo above, I was in Botswana building a Fullmoon-Retreat for my mom.

My dad and I built it and it was a breakthrough in my consciousness to be so 'handy' 

as I had a shadow belief as a gay guy that hard, physical labour in 45 degrees Celsius,

out in the Kalahari, is not for me. This was indeed a time of physical, mental and emotional 

transformation, so much so that a growth period I thought would launch into a longterm service 

was done in three months and it was time to move forward and engage life in the city again.

The time I edited the photo to how it looks now (above) I was experiencing a confirmation

of being Blue Ray incarnate, on the AA Michael Team and a Light Warrior. So I was channeling

my True Self, trying to show me who I Am now, or then, Cauac has visited me about 4 times

this year as we are transforming and growing at Light Speed."

 I am Cauac,

initiation of fire on the water,

purple flaming pyre and winnowing rain of final surrender.

If you seek my rapture,

my unspeakable passion for wholeness will purify you,

searing the very foundations on which

you have built your most cherished illusions.

Have you come to the edge of who you know yourself to be?

Step into the abyss of the unknown.

The intensity of your feelings will propel you

through the apparent wall

of your tomb of separation from Source.

There, laving in the lambent waters,

prepare for sacred reunion

with the self that cannot be destroyed

even when lightning strikes.

Summoned I am, by your essence, to clear and purify

all that is not needed in the creation

of the sacred ground of your light body.

I come to release that part of your light and power

that has not been fully freed into love.

Do you stand willing to surrender everything

to become all that you appear not yet to be?

Will you step consciously into

the initiatory flames of transmutation,

to be consumed by the fire of love?

You are changed forever. There is no return.

I am the purple thunderbeing who brings

total transformation.

I am the single moment impacted with a piercing blow,

lightning quick,

bearing the energy necessary to snap you from the trance,

shattering the structuring of your reality.

When you stand so close to truth as to dance

in the intensity of my fires,

my energies will quicken your being

in preparation for ascension, going home!

I offer you freedom from vibrational density.

Cling not to this or that,

for nothing will remain after the storm and the fire,

save the beauty, ecstasy, and perfect naked truth

of who you are as a light being.

I am Cauac.

Ask nothing less of me.

I am born of unity to claim its own!

How palpable is your trust in the pattern of perfection?

How powerful is your commitment to rebirth?

How real is your faith to pilgrimage into the realm

of the unknown?

To what would you cling in my fiery vortex?

After the heat of surrender, I will usher you

into the cooling waters

and the ecstasy of your true identity.

Would you resist or cling?

Come, come to me.

Out of the ashes of transformation,

the phoenix of your God Self will rise,

and you, refined to whiteness, will ascend,

like the sweet, curling smoke of my fires,

into resplendent freedom.

From The Mayan Oracle: Return Path to the Stars, by Ariel Spilsbury and Michael Bryner.

Amon Ra integrates new multi-D abilities after his Cauac experience 

Piece of cake this time, car breakdowns are much worse. So I'm not worried about it, it's just aggravating. My biggest problem is that I'm still frothing over not being able to get at my art program on a modern computer and create new situations and victims for the Pepper Spray Cop. I've had to actually write them down, there are so many in my head. I've been waking up in the night and laughing like a nut at the new scenes coming through -- and nearly took a dive into some creatively bratty and territorial aspect after finding out someone else had already sprayed Guernica.  I wanted Guernica. I've got 2 pages of uproarious ideas for that Thug, a most gleeful predilection for lampooning the Illuminati, and no way to deliver it.

Blessed is the Pepper Spray Cop, 
Poster Boy for American Thugdom.
His own swaggering arrogance and blatant misuse of power
has turned against him. He has now become a
disturbingly hilarious icon of all that is wrong with the
evolving picture of life in America.
Like it or not, he has inadvertently become an 
Instrument of the Awakening,  
Poor boy. That was a watershed event.
Have compassion, he's now having the CAUAC experience of his life!

Now he's really done it....

Patience, a true Warrior's Virtue. I know a modern laptop will come. This is a product of the Civilization of Yuckdom we are talking about. Computers are out there. It is not the Unknowable. My needs are being communicated via the world of Cyberspace and the Crystalline Grid. It's almost Christmas. Santy Paws usually comes through somehow. If he doesn't get blasted with Pepper Spray on the way down the chimney that is.....

      

Wishing you a Hilariously Joyous 

Thanksgiving

and Holiday Season!!!